Sadness

Well this is my first entry on my live journal, and people have been nagging me to get one for awhile.

But anyways today was not bad, a little bummed today, I guess it's because Mike is in Illinois but he's too busy to visit, I feel sad about that, cuddle buddy is gone, not fair...sadness. I've got no one right now, and all the other guys live way too far away to even think about visiting... hmmm... Well I guess its just me all by my lonesome self for the next couple of days... do do do-la la la, what to do? Maybe I can take up knitting or painting more, relieve all the tension and junk that I am sure will be happening. Tony didn't make it any easier and he lives in Mundelin! Crizap! I wish that the guys I thought were fun and stuff weren't so far away, but 10 more days and bam I'm in Macomb with all the awesome people, where I belong! :P

This is my first year at college, I am so excited to start, Wags has told me nothing but fun things and he says "in time little one you shall see for yourself" about all the crazy things that happen at WIU, I can't wait, I love it! haha! I need a hug, a cigarette and sleep so I think I'll get 2 out of the 3 :-/ good night good night!!